Why does love seem so smooth at times and so overwhelming at other times?
Why must relationships experience such a wide range of ups and downs?
Everywhere I turn, I seem to constantly hear stories of flawless relationships. Nobody is flawless, but as individuals in a relationship, we ought to do all in our power to make it work.
However, there are moments when we all become restless with attempting to explain things to our "baby," and it is at certain times that I feel so hopelessly depressed that I simply wish I could end the relationship. But is giving up really that easy? No, it is not.
I am unable to since I am so attached to him. I never found the strength to tell him those things. I know that he is the one who made me realize what true love is and how amazing life can be when you share it with someone. But if our present is not going smoothly, then how can we imagine our future together?
Because of this, I'm even more worried about our relationship and am forced to think—or, as I imagine, "overthink."
Every time we argue, we both feel so down, but eventually, we figure out a method to work things out or understand one another rather than the actual solution. I think this speaks to the strength of our relationship, as we are committed to working through our difficulties and understanding each other's perspectives. I am aware that I am diplomatic, but love is "all diplomatic."
Compromise is not easy, but it is necessary for any relationship. Compromise is a way to manage disagreements while continuing to show respect and love for one another. I have so much I want to say to him, and yet somehow, words fail me or I don't have the courage to say it all. So, I am taking the initiative to express myself better and trying my best to be as clear as possible in what I say.
For the time being, I'm going to concentrate on improving my relationship so that I can still breathe in it. You must hold out for me until then. Bye!
